Sometimes no matter you how hard you seek the prize it slips away; sometimes you just sit there and the gold drops in your lap. It's called Fate. But then you got to be ready for the next move, as Fate can be a capricious little urchin.
Confused? Unsure of not only where you're going but where you are at or even where you've been? Join the club, life gets that way sometimes. And there is no guarantee that you'll ever get it all sorted out.
Elsewhere in the site this song is a stand alone instrumental and I was OK to leave it be. But there was this video I made several years ago and and I, in my conservative mindset, thought it just a tad bit risque for my web site. But I'm older now, by a good bit, and the way I look at it if you don't like it then don't watch it. There, simple as that.
This is the score for the first of my biographic segments (Child) and while it is used heavily in the video I thought it would look good as a stand alone music video. Enjoy.
Pros and cons in everything, even living. Surviving those you love doesn't leave much to live for but you got to keep keeping on because who else is going to keep those loved one's memories alive?
Besides, there are positive attributes, as in music to be made and all those young beautiful ladies to be gazed upon, in a respectful way, of course.